nothing more than this

maybe we need someone when we are alone

last week i read an article in a newspaper about two boys who suffer the hiv disease..both of them got it from their mother who also a single mother..the story begins when a parent strike up the case during their annual meeting and the others want both of them to be separated from their children...this is just an example of what we called a prejudice among our community to those who are innocent...what should be regreted here is why the parents should give such a bad suggestion for those boys..this happen because they lack of knowledge about hiv...they dont know how the disease spread among us...how to prevent the disease...and the bad thing is the boys would be the victim...pity them...therefore we as an educated person should not be prejudice to others...****im so lazy to write this evening.....

writing+reading+listening+speaking=ielts

write and read...the common things that people do in their lifetime...but wether we realise or not this skills are declining from time to time and become worse as the world getting more developed...compared to the time when shakespeare(sorry if the spelling is wrong...dont really know how to write his name) was alive...writing and reading skills are very important...many literature transcript(didnt found the correct word for "karya"...^_^) was created and the language also is very poetic...this shows at that time the people are very concern about language and literature is one of the important thing in their life...but now people only take these things for granted....probably..this happen because literature has no application in our daily life and language is no more as important as it is before...in adddition with the spread of the latest technology such as sms...chatroom...phone...and many more.....people are getting more comfortable using short forms rather than full words...and also speaking than writing to communicate....this will contribute to the declining of both writing and reading skills...i think i have lots more to write but looking at the time now i think better to stor rite here....

ANGER MANAGEMENT!!!!!

Have you ever like gotten so pissed off about something and somehow, things just seem to get worse and much worse by the minute?
The usual, sensible and rational me wouldn't usually say bad things to people without 'insurance'...But sometimes you just feel like you have to let things out..you can't take it anymore. So that's when I let my mouth (or if im online, in that case my fingers) do all the talking! A slip of the tongue?..well, intentionally at first. I didn't like it one bit, but I just COULDN"T stop! I just keep complaining of this and that, finding other 'material' to whine about..And it's hard to slow down when the others also agree with me!
Actually it wasn't just guys..a lotta gurls feel the same way about it too..but guys and gurls are just totally different at expressing themselves! Little by little, my guilt and conscience started to 'bite' me..I made a point to be reasonable again. It's just not easy..to feel so strong about something but you had to let it go because you needed to make all parties happy..actually in this case, One party is happy but the other is not. That's another way to look at it. But since I'm supposed to be positive, so EVERYONE is happy. To compromise is the way to go..sometimes you just can't fight for what you want..sometimes, you just have to follow the flow, whether you like it or not...that's LIFE.Win some,lose some.
Whatever issue that has come up recently (for those who know )...to me, it has brought a lot of sour looks..personally, I think what everyone is trying to say is why can't 'it' be held earlier, when EVERYONE can make it..that's the only thing we want..to be there as students who have achieved success together...we don't really care..about who we're gonna receive our certs from..not really..a teenager's mentality is different! yeah, sometimes grown-ups don't get us,we just want an 'atmosphere'...we compare 'our fate' to last year's big event..or the previous...To some adults, it may seem as being selfish..but is it so wrong?So, this is what's bugging me all this while..now it's out in the open for everyone to know...
So, I've summed it all like this : it's a moral dilemma that cannot be solved..the longer it gets, the worse it'd become..both sides can easily slam each other's points so there's no need for all that..we can all resolve peacefully if we all just take it like it is..to all my friends...have fun...

friends....

I've been getting to fedup with so many things around me..yet I ry to remember how fortunate I should be no matter how tough or bad a situation I'm put into because I know there are people out there who are suffering things far worst than mine.Somehow right now and lately,I do miss alot of my friends..And some of them I do think of them although I don't show it...hurts me deeply when I realise we have drifted apart.I do have one particular friend I randomly think of(not sure why) always...Met this friend of mine in a competition..out of hundreds of contestant I somhow talk to this rather shy person who turned out to be a really interesting and most importantly,a great friend..hehehe and visited my town.Miss ya buddy,your picture potrayed in your page show's that you are really happy..I'm glad for that=)

Friends comes and goes,the real one stays and sticks with you like sugar coated candy no matter how bad,how unbearable,crazy and insane you can become,Supports you through all your decision even if they don't really fancy it but cause its wht you want to do they'll adjust and try to understand the decison you just made.Be supportive and nice to your friend,even if you don't like it...confront,its better than talking behind his or her back and ruin the relationship you took so long to build over ONE BLOODY THING..Its silly how people could fret over one small issue and not look at the bigger picture and work on it..the relationship

No matter what past a person may have,although you live through it and you have come out of it,you can't change the fact it is stuck with you for life but its how you challenge it back with your present life.Love ones accepting us is one of the most uplifting that anyone could ever receive..Apreciate the ones surrounding you,even though you don't know their past but your cares and loves cast upon them would be the best remedy of joy to ones life.BE NICE,your action counts...

happy Eid...

with the name of god...

first of all i wanna take this opportunity to wish all of you who visited my blog SELAMAT HARI RAYA....it had been two weeks i havent write anything in my blog...im sure everybody have had a very great holiday with their family during this festive season...

this year i celebrate the eid in malacca with my mother's family and also the lots of works.....hahaha....maths of course...but since i have been with my family//my brothers especially...nothing much can i do except sitting in front of the lovely comp and playing...and not forget the pillows and bed...(^_^)...

for me, this eid has no much different from others...during the end of the fasting month, we just prepare what is needed...my mom also didnt made so much type of cookies...we just bought them....this time i got a pair of baju raya only...as usual, as time goes by things will change and we cant stop remembering our past...i miss those time when i got lots of 'duit raya' from my parents and relatives...walking around the village from house to house with my friends...playing fire cracker and 'mercun'...helping my father preparing 'ketupat'..eating the cookies that my mother and my sisters made when it just came out from the oven and many more...now all of that is only in my memory...maybe i didnt do it anymore because i have grown up+all of that(cookies/ketupat/lemang...etc) can be found in the market..but for one thing that im sure is when it comes to the eid, we will gather as a one big family and spend times with each other...that is the most important....

counting....

1...0...

it is just another day before i could get back home...only have less than two more weeks before hari raya...yippieeeeeeee...i dont even realise that i have been fasting for 18 days//hmmmmm...looks like time is going very fast waiting for nobody...perhaps this ramadan is better than before and i hope that i could be a better person after this whole month...fasting may seems tiring for someone who doesnt like it but for me it is a very special month...this month is the best month to look at and to reflect ourself wether we are good enough to be a creature called human...this month also is the best to do good things because the rewards are multiplied...and the best is at the end of the month where we are happy to welcomed the eid//im sure most of us agree with me bout this~~people are busy to prepare for the big day...the women making 'kuih raya'....men are busy making ketupat...lemang...dodol and all kind of things like that.....the children playing firecracker>>sad to say it has been banned now...miss those time when i was a child<<

before i get too far for the eid better for me to switch the topic...last night i went to r&k senawang with the nasyid group...we had a great time there for sure...theres a lot of sate waiting for us....and guess what...toyo ate 25 sate alone and i could only afford 12...and that was more than enough for my stomach...hahaha...after we went back to college the others had already finished their tarawikh...hehe(^_^)